My name is Annabel Elisabeth Florinda Kohlmeier and  I AM.

My personal lifestory is not who i am , it just helped me to become who i am today.

We are all here on this planet once again - and not for the first time.

We all carry infinite knowledge and experiences inside of us from countless past life times and it is upon us to use this knowledge for our current existence. We dont have to be afraid cause our soul is eternal. Fear comes only if we are too attached to our physical body.

The time of Awakening is NOW.

For those of you who havent met me yet and dont know anything about myself- i tell you a bit about me.

This will only give you a short glimpse of what i experienced in this life and not  what happened to me on other dimensions.

                                                My childhood

I was born on 12th May 1988- a taurus woman with rising in cancer and moon in aries .

Since i am a child i am on a spiritual journey. My mother did pregnancy yoga and so it happened that i grew up practicing Yoga and learning about different Masters, religions, traditions, philosophies.

As a child i already had psychic abilities, but kept them mostly to myself- i also had lots of memories from past lives.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I spent a lot of time in the bavarian countryside, where i used to collect flowers and herbs and make healing cremes out of them- this was just very natural for me.

When i was 2.5 years old my parents got seperated.

I lived with my Mother and did lots of meditations. After some times i was kind of kicked out of the Yoga Center, as i was only floating around and it would be difficult to bring me back (i was not very grounded).

Also i remember that i never had the feeling of really belonging here.

The former best friend of my mother who took care of me a lot when i was a child and who was highly spiritual told me that i would often hold my breath as if i wanted to go back 'Home'.

As a child and teenager i had close to death experiences, which in fact made me very happy, cause they made me feel God and also gave me glimpses of magic and miracles.

Lots of my childhood and youth i would spend in Spain, in our small village where we have a house. The village lies in the mountains, 10 minutes from the sea. Spanish culture and joy of life have influenced my life a lot and given me wonderful memories that i am carrying in my heart.

                                 Close to Death experience

I had many experiences where i almost died as a child- One when i was 8 years old and a horse kicked me into the heart, while on a horse ride. My heart had already stopped. When i was in hospital the doctors said it was a miracle for them that i came back to live.

When i was 14 i had a rare virus disease called 'Henoch-Schoenlein purpura'. After three months of suffering physical pain, not being able to walk and being just totally tired of being on earth, i had the strong deisre to go back 'Home'. I told my Mother that i am leaving now. Of course she was crying and told me i was too young to go Home.

I was then in a state of delirium, telling her that i had no more pain and that i was in a place of bright, wonderful light.

This is also where i met a beautiful being, who told me that i had to go back to fulfill my purpose on earth. I didnt want to, but i had to come back. Later i talked to a friend about that and she told me that she had a similar experience after a car accident. She was happy to be back 'Home' but an assembly of light beings told her to use this experience to go back and to heal other people. Nowadays she is a wonderful healer.

I am not sharing these very personal information to sound special or to confuse people- there are many reports of close to death experiences and for me this is very normal.

Often we think of things as 'special' because the mass media and the systems tells us what to think and what to believe. Many of us dont believe in paranormal things, in extraterrestials , in other beings like angels, etc. But just because we dont always see them , it doesnt mean they dont exist.

My time as an adult

I have been trying to live a 'normal' life, but  i had to change schools often, as i had been hyper sensitive and always had the feeling that i couldnt connect to most of the other students in the classroom. My right brain side was much more active than the left brain side. My grades were good, except in mathematics. Although i also tried to adjust myself, doing things that 'normal teenagers' would do, i was very happy being alone.

 When i was 18 i went for a school trip, where i got some spiritual insights, that i wanted to share with the environment. My parents noticed the change (but actually i never really changed, i just started to express my innermost feelings and thoughts). I started to dance on the street, hug strangers, spreading the message of Love and Peace- and also talking to people about environmental issues- the knowledge was just floating through me.

In 2007 i travelled to Nepal with 19 years, and volunteered for two months as an English Teacher

                        Meeting a 'Guru' (Spiritual teacher)

After my yearning to meet a spiritual guide had increased so much, that it was hard to bear, i finally met a teacher when i was 20 years old.

The spiritual woman, who had taken care of me as a child and whom i talked about earlier, introduced myself to him.

Two weeks later i got initiated as a brahmacharini (nun) and moved into his hindu-christian ashram (spiritual center).

I lived there for almost three years.

I could really write a book about it, and maybe i will do it one day, but this is just meant to be shorter summary of my life.

After some intense experiences, i felt it was time for something new- developing my true Self withou being dependant on anybody or anything.

I decided to leave what i called my spiritual family, spiritual home and everything that i had .

One the one hand it made me very sad, but on the other hand i was excited for new experiences to come into my life

                                            Time after the ashram

Back in the world outside of the ashram, i travelled to India and after i came back i found it difficult to live again in the "normal" society.

As it was always my wish to help others and to learn more about alternative healing methods, i decided to study Ayurveda and different other healing methods. At the same time i began to work as an actress , which helped me to discover more about myself and to express my emotions. Acting has a lot do to with psychology and is in my eyes a great way to heal hidden parts of our personality.

I have read so many books and have met so many different "Masters" and teachers from all traditions. But everybody is a teacher of something!

Dattatreya, an Indian Sage once wrote a poem about 24 Gurus, among them the air, the bee..

Yes, nature itself- life itself is our greatest teacher.
We can go to hundreds of teachers and everybody can teach us something, but deep inside of us this knowledge already exists.

I am happy that you found your way to my page and i hope i can support you a bit on your journey.

We are all just mirrors to each other- When you heal something inside of you, i also heal something inside of me.

Its a beautiful way of giving and receiving, being there for each other ,showing compassion and support.

                                      Whats my purpose?

Trying to understand why i am really here and what is my purpose and why i had to go through all these different stages i recently came in touch with other beautiful souls, who have made similar experiences and also dont feel like they truly belong here.

Since then i am going through a fast process, connecting dots and learning a lot about our puposes and indivudal missions.

I have always been fascinated by extraterrestial beings, but i had to go through certain other stages first.

Still i dont know exactly where my journey is leading me.

At the moment i am mainly here in Germany, studying alternative healing methods, giving assistance, learning, connecting with 'soul friends' and helping in giving healing to this earth.

As much as i love meeting healers and spiritual people in the outside, as much do i also love to be alone , talking to my spirit guides, channeling messages , meditating, doing rituals or working with healing stones, etc.

Agan and again i feel like im falling , and i have to go through periods of time that are dark and depressing.

In June 2015 my father passed away which again  brought me to a point where all i wanted was just to leave this earth and follow him.

The true mean meaning of life though is to discover all the mysteries of life and keep strong and grounded.

Thank you for reading and although many things might appear to you in a rather odd way, i want to thank you once again and encourage you to be open-minded to all the divinde gifts that you can receive continuosly.

This page is still under construction.. and more is coming soon :-)

With Love

Annabel